
Richard Farnsworth - Author
The following interview is with Richard Farnsworth, author of Gift of the Bouda in The Beast Within.
Hi, Rick. Could you start us off with a little info about yourself? We here on the forums are so used to seeing text and avatars that it can be easy to forget there are human beings behind the words. What’s a day-in-the-life-of-Rick Farnsworth like?
A: I’m tempted to say which day and which life. Like most people that write fiction, I have a resume that looks rather like the result one would get from trying to make one picture out of the jigsaw puzzle pieces from two (or three) different puzzles. (It’s hard for me to talk about who I am without talking about my resume, because it’s all about metrics, right?) I live in Central Virginia and I’m happily married, with four wonderful children. I have a PhD in cell and molecular biology and have evolved from lab-rat to project manager. In parallel to my science career I have also been in the Army, Reserve and National Guard (twenty-four years and counting). The high-point of my military career was to serve as an Apache- helicopter-flying troop commander in a Cavalry Squadron. Ah, those were the days of ascots and hard drinking. My days start early with farm chores and exercise, progress to work and then home to play with the kids, and end with my trying to put a few hundred words down after the kids have nodded off, but before I have.
As a writer, what do you find is the most challenging part about crafting fiction, and how do you overcome it?
A: I’ve only been at this a short time, so most aspects are challenging. But I do have two areas I struggle with more than the others, the polish and capturing ‘feelings’.
I once read that there are no great writers, only great rewriters. So the one part of crafting a piece of fiction is that I struggle with is that polish; the plot, first drafts, characters, they all come out in a rush, but taking a story or scene from first draft to something presentable takes some doing.
Feelings? When asked by a journalist what he ‘felt’ when he shot a man, the Marine Corps sniper thought a minute and replied, “Recoil.” My ‘feelings’ exactly.
Your military background clearly lends tremendous authenticity to your characters and locations in Bouda. Are any of them based off real life people/places?
A: Yes and No. (You probably want more of an answer than just that right?)
The story is set during US operations in Somalia, supporting UNITAF. Though I have never been to East Africa I have had the good fortune of spending some time in Iraq, and this was the ‘vibe’ I was going for. The soldiers in the story are special ops types. Again I have worked with Army special ops but only in a peripheral, supporting capacity. I am a rated army aviator and have flown Cobras and Apaches (gunships) so I have spent time with competent warriors that think a lot of themselves, and it’s this same ‘vibe’ I tried to channel with Roger’s team. So the characters are a montage of people I have worked with before, but no one person specifically. The Veteran’s Affairs Psychologist is a stand-in for the entire ’support system’ for soldiers that have returned from war. I was mobilized as an Army Reserve pilot for a little over a year in support of Iraqi Freedom and then had the good fortune to return to my civilian life. There are a lot of good-meaning people that try to help with that, but I often found myself wanting to do to them as John did to Capon.
Any personal experiences where you might’ve felt like a character in a horror novel?
A: No, not really horror. But in the military I have for several brief times felt like a character in a thriller/action novel, this interspersed with long, long periods of filling out TPS reports in a dry-hot tent (think Office Space).
I’ve heard rumors that there’s a novel in the works based off your story in The Beast Within. What’s the official scoop?
A: Matt, who told you such nonsense? It’s no work at all.
Yes, I am novelizing TBW. When I had originally written the story I was still a little too close to my own experiences in the War on Terror to feel comfortable placing a character in contemporary time and space. A good twelve year separation felt about right. But I have a little bit better perspective now, so I decided to take John Rogers out of Operation Restore Hope and place him beside me in the current GWOT. The story follows John as he returns home, struggles with the changes the war has wrought upon him, and builds a new life in a world he no longer fits into. Allegory? Maybe a little. Except for the strippers, I don’t know anything about that.
Writer’s block strikes sooner or later; are there any home remedies or writing exercises you use to stave off the dreaded curse?
A: I have never really had writers block per se, I have so many valid excuses among my current and future obligations for not writing, that any sort of ‘block’ would be lost in the shuffle. I plot, but not exhaustively, so I usually have an idea of what my next scene will look like. In those rare instances when I struggle to put something down I start writing a note to myself, or a note from my character to me, about what message I want the scene to convey. I have never finished an entire page before the muse kicks in and takes over.
Where can we see more of your work?
A: In addition to this anthology, I have a short story in the anthology Abominations, by Shroud publications (BEKs. special forces team plus DEA agents plus urban legend=fun). I also have pubs in Nossa Morte (my heroin-addicted fallen angel), Atomjack and Thuglit.
When the submission call went out for Beast Within, what was the first idea that came to mind? What made you choose the were-creature in your story?
A: I had actually written GTB prior to TBW being announced, so the first idea that came to mind was ‘I have the perfect story for these guys!’.
(I think it was Dale that was discussing GST and the TBW effort, describing what they would like to see; action-horror with military themes.)
As far as the motivation for the choice of using the Bouda (were-hyena), I knew I wanted to write a story about a soldier transformed by his experiences in war. I can’t think of a better metaphor for this than a were-creature. I also knew I wanted the monster to be culturally relevant to the area of operations and didn’t want to go with a werewolf, as that seems a pretty western trope, to me. So I engaged in a little research, found the Bouda legends and ta-da; Black Hawk Down meets werewolf by night, with a post-traumatic stress disorder after taste.
Could you give us a non-spoiler synopsis of your story Gift of the Bouda?
A: How about: John Rogers led a Special Forces team into war-torn Somalia expecting the simple take-down of ruthless tribal warlord. Ruthless was the only fulfilled expectation he received.
Thanks, Rick!
You’re absolutely welcome, Matt.
And now, here’s an excerpt of Gift of the Bouda, from The Beast Within
GIFT OF THE BOUDA, BY RICHARD FARNSWORTH
I sat in an uncomfortable plastic chair looking across an industrial steel desk at my new doctor. The black plastic nameplate read: Mark Capon, MD, FAPA, FACP, and below that, Staff Psychiatrist, Veterans Administration Hospital. Before this impromptu appointment we had never met. His thin neck held up a too-round head. The thick titanium-rimmed lenses and a beak of a nose accentuated his bird-like appearance.
“Good afternoon, Captain Rogers.”
I hated being addressed by my old rank. That had been an entire lifetime ago.
An old clock on the bookshelf audibly ticked the seconds away.
“May I call you ?” He looked down at his notes. “John?”
I nodded. He could call me Bucky the Wonder-horse for all I cared. I had been denied my prescriptions as I tried to fill them at the VA pharmacy and was told I needed to see this little man first.
“Well, John, I am Dr. Capon, and I have been assigned your case.” He affected a serious expression and said carefully, “I am not sure if you heard, but Dr. Roman passed away.”
He looked at me for a response.
I suppose I should have had one, but I didn’t.
“Dr. Roman died in a car accident last month,” he said slowly, as if to press the point.
Everyone dies. Having only met my previously appointed Staff Psychiatrist once before, his loss made no impact.
“I’ve been reviewing all of Dr. Roman’s case files.” He glanced down at my folder. “You have a diagnosis of chronic Post Traumatic Stress Disorder with Obsessive Compulsive manifestations.”
The clock ticked off a few more seconds. He looked at me expectantly.
“I’m just here to refill my prescription. The pharmacy was closed yesterday and I’m out.”
“Yes. Well, I just thought it would be a good idea if we met first.”
The low angle of the sun cast long shadows across the small office.
“Will this take long? I’d like to be home before it gets too late.”
“No, it shouldn’t. I just need to go over some things with you before I feel comfortable with the current treatment modality.” He smiled primly.
I nodded and he looked back down. The small room contained new VA-issued furniture and boxes of medical texts on the floor. He hadn’t been there long. The Medical diploma on the wall behind him was just four years old. This was probably his first real job. He even smelled new.
“Alright, so Dr. Roman had pursued a primarily pharmacological approach. I have you here for Fluvoxamine at three-hundred milligrams with a recommendation that you attend a VA sponsored PTSD support group.” He looked up at me and then down. “But I can’t find any evidence of your attendance, John.” He leaned back in his chair and looked up at me, fidgeting with a gold-plated cross-pen.
“Is that a question?”
“Not really. Should I be more direct?” He paused. “You’ve been treated here for seven years and not once have you participated in any sort of therapy. Why is that, John?”
I shrugged. A gusting wind keened against the window, warning of a change in the weather.
“I’ve found that in treating PTSD, presenting with anxiety disorders, exposure and response prevention therapy, combined with appropriate medications, is the most efficacious treatment. We teach ERP in several of our support groups.”
“Great,” I said, trying not to show too much enthusiasm. “Listen, I’m not good with psychobabble.”
“In my residency at Cambridge hospital I actually co-authored a paper on anxiety disorders. It covered various treatments for PTSD,” he said authoritatively.
“Your mother must be proud.” I suppose my tone lacked sincerity.
He looked at me. After three full ticks of the clock he looked back down at my file. “From the answers on your initial Yale-Brown, I question if the diagnosis was appropriate.” He paused expectantly again. “Listen, John, I am going to need your help here if I am going to be able to provide you effective treatment.”
I could easily snap that thin neck. But that would be wrong, I suppose.
“We’re on the same team here,” he said.
Hardly. My team was buried in Arlington National Cemetery. I sighed and squeezed out a curt, “Okay.”
“Great. Let’s talk about your obsessions and compulsions.” He waved his pen like a baton.
I nodded. The faint smell of metal hinted at his enthusiastic perspiration.
“So, would you say that you engage in compulsive acts that take up, say, an hour a day?” he asked.
“No.”
He wrote that down.
“Well, that’s good. How about the obsessions? Do you feel that you spend a significant amount of time dealing with unwanted or unpleasant ideations?” He twisted the body of the pen to drive the point in and then back out.
“Yes. Images.” There, I could be forthcoming.
He wrote that down, too.
“That’s good, John,” Capon encouraged.
“The meds help me keep the lid on.”
He nodded at my progress.
“And how would you best characterize your obsessions?”
“I try to avoid thinking about them. As I said, the medication keeps the lid on.”
“It’s okay; we’re going to work through this.” I didn’t respond, so he continued, “What do you feel will happen if you give in to the obsessive thoughts?”
Again, I didn’t respond. The clock ticked. Ticked again. I heard squeaks on the tile as someone walked down the hall beyond the door. Probably going home for the day, it was after five.
Finally I said, “I may become unpleasant and hurt someone. Badly.”
He didn’t have an answer for that. The frail little man could see from my records that I was capable. But my records didn’t reveal everything.
“I see you were injured in Somalia?”
I nodded.
“Operation Restore Hope,” he continued.
“Continue Hope.” He looked at me blankly. While I was undergoing my trial by fire he was probably still having his lunch money taken away by the big kids.
“Continue Hope, then. That was where this all started?”
I nodded.
“Why don’t you tell me about it?” He folded his hands expectantly.
Through the window I could see the branches of a leafless elm whip with the gusts of wind. The clock ticks almost echoed in the austere little room.
“Well, in a nutshell, I was deployed to Somalia, injured, fixed and left with some problems,” I said. “Medically discharged with one hundred percent disability. PTSD with OCD. Don’t you have that in the file?”
“I need you to cooperate, John.”
Left hand to his right mandible, right hand to his temple, and twist. His long thin neck would break at the fissure between the first and second cervical vertebrae like a dry piece of wood. It would be so easy. I tried to think of something else.
“It’s a long story.”
“I have time.” He smiled that prim little smile again and fidgeted with his pen. His fingers were long and slim. He probably played piano well. “Listen, John, I don’t want to just go through the motions. I really would like to get to the bottom of your troubles and see if we can’t make some progress.”
“Cure me?”
“I have helped others with your condition.”
“I doubt you’ve ever helped anyone with my condition.”
“Well, how will I know exactly if you don’t share with me?” he countered.
“My current treatment modality seems to work. Wouldn’t it be easier to just let me have the pills?”
“No. If you don’t cooperate I will not authorize any medications,” he said.
“Holding them hostage?”
He shrugged assent. Though it would make me feel better, snapping him in half wouldn’t get my prescription filled.
“Okay then. I was a team leader with the Thirteenth Special Forces, Operational Detachment-Echo. We deployed to Somalia to help keep the militias from interfering with international aid.” It came out easier than I had thought it would.
“I saw Black Hawk Down,” Capon offered.
“Perhaps then you should explain to me what it was like?” I let the clock tick away a few seconds. He got the point.
“That was Task Force Ranger’s story, mine is different. In August of ninety-three my Special Forces team and I executed a number of small operations to help keep the peace.”
“Is that when you were injured?” Capon asked.
“Yes, on my team’s last mission.”
“Why don’t you tell me about it, John?”
And so I did. The telling wasn’t quite the same as seeing it in my minds eye though. It was so vivid, and the words just weren’t adequate.
***
I saw the Somali guide, Ahmed Ghedi, and five members of my team crouched low with me in a dry, brush-choked streambed. We had crept up beside the compound of a clan leader named Samantar Afrah. The walled compound had an open central courtyard, with a large, whitewashed cinder block building in the front flanked by a cluster of smaller mud-brick and tin sheds?all covered in the ubiquitous ochre dust of East Africa.
During the intelligence summary that morning, Afrah was described as an arms broker. He was a businessman with a large cache of weapons that he rented out to the various clan chiefs. They would, in turn, employ them against his other customers. Business was good.
Getting the intelligence was easy. The locals didn’t like him. He extorted, bullied, and stole. He didn’t have his own territory, but picked at the fringes of the stronger clans. We thought that he had earned his nickname, Waraabe, which means hyena, because of the tactics he employed. I found out later that there was a different reason.
The shambles stood a few dozen meters from the road that led from Moge. We watched unseen as Afrah’s mercenaries loaded the trucks and prepared to leave. Attack helicopters would destroy them later. Afrah would remain behind with a smaller force that we would neutralize. Simple snatch and grab.
Ahmed, fidgeting as the black flies sucked at the corners of his mouth, looked furtively up and down the loose line of mismatched soldiers. Desert cammo bottoms, tan aviator survival vests jammed with ammo, and gear over black Kevlar vests. Black plastic Pro-tec hockey helmets and matching kneepads, earpieces and voice activated flex mikes. No two soldiers were armed the same.
My CAR-15 carbine had a silencer that looked like a soda can. A new .45 caliber Heckler and Koch M23 was in my shoulder holster. A cold steel Bowie knife and grenades completed my personal armamentarium for healing the enemy’s ailments.
On the other side of our guide knelt the team ops NCO, ‘Granddad.’ He carried an old 7.62 mm M14 rifle that he called Chechov, with a 9mm Beretta on his hip. I always thought it funny he carried the bigger bore rifle for its stopping power and then kept a plincker like the Baretta.
“Ahmed, we’ll go in after the vehicles leave,” I said. The short dry grass trembled in the slight breeze.
Ahmed didn’t look reassured. “Waraabe is of the Bouda,” the thin young man said earnestly. He clutched his Maadi, an Egyptian-made AK-style rifle, to his chest like it was a stuffed animal.
“Tribe?” I asked. Bouda didn’t mean anything to me then. It would later, but then it was just another name. Isaaq, Hawiye, Habr Gidr. Men with more similarities than differences that each found excuses to kill one another.
“No. Reer Bouda. Gelid of the Waraabe to Afrah,” he said. He was trying to make a point but I didn’t get it. “When no longer the sun shines, he will be most danger.”
I was looking forward to the sun no longer shining. We all had our night vision devices, called NODs, ready. Special Forces owned the night.